evilcaramel

*do you know that i sometimes scream at you in my head and yet on the outside am cold and stoic as if am not listening to a thing you’re saying?

*do you know that i sometimes imagine myself dying and floating around during my funeral checking on the people who attended?

*do you know that i imagine myself being able to wear all those beautiful and sexy clothing without looking fat?

*do you know that i sometimes wish i had anorexia but know deep down that it’s a disease i could never have and it makes me a bit sad?

*do you know that i sometimes just feel scared all of a sudden without knowing exactly why?

*do you know that i sometimes think that people won’t like me once they get to know me?

*do you know that i sometimes think am better than some people and worse than others?

*do you know that am not as happy as i appear to be?

*do you know that i pretend that there’s nothing wrong with my life?

*do you know that i sometimes wish i were somewhere else?

*do you know that i sometimes want to be someone else?

*do you know that i have to remind myself all the time that i have a lot of blessings?

*do you know that there are so many things you don’t know about me?